There's a word that i wanted to talk about recently. We might have heard or did it in what we called relationship.
Pernah nggak sik dalam masa pedekate pun ketika udah pacaran, doing that 'ngetes' or 'nguji' things?
Saya rasa sebagian besar pernah. Semacam ngetes atau nguji calon maupun pasangannya, apakah memang benar- benar cinta, sayang, dan sebagainya.

Ini skripsi atau uas, nduk? Pakek diuji segala.

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Kalau kata Betty, 'ngetes' atau 'nguji' pasangan ini seperti membuka sebuah kotak pandora. Membuka yang seharusnya tidak kita buka sampai pada waktu yang seharusnya, atau sekedar membuat skenario tertentu.

Jika membuat skenario ini- itu, bagaimana dengan perasaan yang sebenarnya? 

Was it  genuine feeling that we've shared all this time? Why should we do this and that? And so it is, that kind of 'let it flow relationship' just utterly a shit. Even so, we should know our worth. We should know that time when we should stand it ot just let it.
Back then, when we were so busy wanted to prove his/her love, we might lose a chance to love itself. We'll never know when feeling fades. 
Away.